It All Comes Down To This

So as the year 2011 draws to an end.... I have made a decision to make the stand on a very hard choice..

It won't be a happy ending for me this year, this I know. But above all else, I pray that the year 2012 will be far much better, in spite of this decision I'm making now.

For a few months, I will be ceasing contact, any form whatsoever with one person, due to personal reasons, just to fix my relationship with God above and to focus on the cross. I've been straying for a long time.. I can't afford it anymore.. It pains me deeply to be making this decision.. but nonetheless.. it's well worth it.

It all comes down this... As the fireworks goes off, it'll be a hard time to make that call, drop it, and say to myself : "That's the last exchange the both of us will ever make.. till when I fix myself".

I put it all in God's hands... whether we forget each other or if one of us forgets the other... It's all up to Him. I'll be faithful no matter His decision.

Thanks for changing me this year, for teaching me so many things, for doing so many things for me, for the smiles, the laughter and all that... but sadly, it has to come down to this. If you're reading this... know that it's for our good. God bless you. I'll be praying for you all the time.

With full hardship,
James Nareik.